hmm~~

You are part of my life.....

but you not whole of my life...

Still the one i want for night...

so glad to meet you..~

hmm~~~

study...

night..

independence...

i"m still myself..

searching The One..

do you ever saw me?My Love..

If you think im coming back..don't hold your breath

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

I was under your spell for such a long time couldn't break the chains
You played with my heart tore me apart withall your lies and games
It took all the strength I had but I crawled up on my feet again
Now you’re trying to lure me back but no those days are gone my friend
I loved you so much that I thought that someday you could change
But all you brought me was a heart full of pain

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

What you did to me boy I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
Don’t hold your breath eh eh
I was worried about you but you never cared about me none
You took my money and I know that you, you could kill someone
I gave you everything but nothing was ever enough
You were always jealous over such crazy stuff

Move on don’t look back
I jumped off a train running off the tracks
Your day is gone face the facts
A bad movie ends and the screen fades to black
What you did to me boy I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

Snow

Got a bad mood right now..

is like..many things bothering me..

i got myself lost..

Treating people good is never a way to get people good to you..

never dy, things change..

Suffer..i can't ask..suffer i can't tell..

try to be nice, but no..get nothing..people don't like weak person..

so, we start to pretend like a unknown person..smiling..but duno why..

I wanna ask..why?

i admit i'm weak..i admit im not happy,i'm not happy why i hate by others..just because i'm weak...

because i get hurt..a simple reason...i don't want to act like i'm happy..but there is no way to go...

if i continue to weak..people hate me..people don't like me...

they rather to choose the one who hurt me..because they are smiling..they got no hurt at all..

so i have to start my journey..start to pretend someone..but not myself..

Keep telling myself..got to be me...not others..

Smile when you want to..hate when you need to..

but i'm sad..

i saw someone which is my best friend before..

hate me...because i'm weak...

i got heart..it'll pain..

why..i wanna ask...is it our relationship is so weak..

i know..i never your best before..

but, i'm hurt..when i heard...you misunderstanding me..

but i can't say anythings...accept it..but not debate it..

Sorry my friends..those who support me..

i know i did something wrong again..

but,i'm sorry..

On this moment..

I wish to cry..

Even the one i choose to trust...she never feel it..i'm lost now...

Where should i go..where should i rest..

We should not mind how others think about you..

Be yourself..is enough..

but when someone you mind... misunderstanding you,don't even wanna care you..

How can the heart..not pain..not hurt...not lost...?

How should i do now.......

Snow...

Cold...white enough..Lost...